ytd night was good:)
spent precious time with them
and hsin drove us around:]
somehow the whole idea
that pple around me are starting to drive
makes it all feel so old
the feeling of..
we've all grown up.















things change
and i guess
the stuff u do tgt over the years change too
it just becomes weird to do sth like u did in pri sch
sec sch.
damn awful feeling
but pple just keep movin on.
dun they.

visited ntu hall last night w them
and surprise visit to peishan
weird but nice:)
the past two days have been borin
gg back to sch for NEXT SEM's proj

wat nonsense

but anyway it's more or less done
for now.
next three days in camp
trngs friendly trng friendly
aye
i wanna play a new game
before everything turns stale.

dinner with girls later
off to complete stuff for proposal

BORING

im really tryin to find a new sport
tennis is good
still finding sth tt gives me the adrenaline
and doesnt require interaction w water
suggestions?

smtimes i read
and i cant help but think
if it's been misunderstandings
i dunno.

good day ytd
but it seemed damn long
and yeah
i thought i was done w it
but i realised
i've no idea when i can speak of it honestly
and the way i want to speak about it in
no hiccups
no stammers.

interesting night
thanks man pple:)
time wont heal all wounds
getting ur answers will.
i guess
i hope they'll be enough
to show tt u made a right decision
ms lovely's a lady of steel
i swear i'll nv be able to do tt
the way u asked for ans
but pls don let the hatred overwhelm
look back and be glad u did it.
keep going lovely.

tennis-ed today
and down to gram's
lovely:)

the job offers been coming in
yeap.
but i've been turning them all down
crap.
why must there be SCH again next week..........

and camp. argh
campcampcampcamp.
argh.

oh but one good news for myself:)
aikido lessons startin soon
yeahyeah
dun tap me from behind in future
i may end up throwing u over
HAHA
i wish.

my white house
w many new friends
jenny
nat
cassy
nancy
lizzie
conked out.

all over. yes.
but the satisfaction's really not there.
maybe the effort wasn't enough.
but either way, it's over.
so hols now.
time to start on my plans for the next 7wks to come.
first up: get a job.

5 sems gone.
damn fast
and i havent any idea wat i wanna do
smtimes i think i know
then suddenly along comes sth
and the direction's gone agn
still
off to look up schools and offerings.
pls have a 2 yrs local 1 yr overseas one.

game first now :)

i've songs to acc me thru each phase
and this playlist is prob the best thus far:)
exams exams exams
but my mind's slackslackslack
and playplayplay

and it's so weird telling pple
im STUDYING a website
i don't want a second life btw
nono
not good
cos i suddenly rem
king or peasant
we all dance with the reaper.

we saw the differences today
and i've been irritated smtimes
but i told u still
that thanks.

i felt like a doc today
now i know why i wanted to be a doctor when i was 6
cos it feels good to help
and be helped.

3 wks before germ flies.
and soon. hsin and da.
my chicky club's gonna miss her
and we're gonna miss them too

is it a trend to fly?
ok i'm gonna fly too.
next yr when i finish my 6sems in np
to uk
lookin forward:)

she's too much for me

before sleeping.
resolution 2 (for 2mths break)
1. try paintball
2. tennis at least once every fortnight
3. gym: tbc
4. READ my story books. READ yes
5. sign up for golf
6. out out out. i want out
7. work.
8. oh yes. try minyi's plan.

how to fit these into 8weeks.
plus trngs.
ok i'll think bt it
dream bt it.

and there's camp.
the last camp
meant alot to me
moving up those steps
i nv wanna do it again
and i stoopidly kicked a big stone ytd
w the toe
then it all came back suddenly
well.
good and bad.
only the good remains:)

YEAH. SLEEP

vietnam was good:)
v good break
thou the books kept haunting me every now n then.
shopped shopped shopped
ateateate
die

and i saw again
that's how impt it is to a kid
their support and cheers
tt's perhaps the best gift of all
and i miss it
i nv heard again. then.

been studyin since i hit home
study break seems so short
good
im so gonna get away more often
energised:)

i think it's in every parent
to want their kid to do them proud
but i guess
you did it the wrong way
cos it's fear n loneliness i see in him.
i've always loved it
thou smtimes. yes. i didnt
but still.
sth tt i waited for
behind the fence.

back to vietnam
visited the cu chi tunnels
excellent work
hard to imagine how they could build
with bare hands
and survived
i admired.
and bobby traps
damn good











i tried shooting
super awkward positioning:{
almost went deaf
i think
the soldiers must have been deaf
from years of shooting
bam.

and the first lunch
room service.
we were too tired to get out
and the traffic
nonsense.
how to cross the road??!
almost puked on it

ME: 1 set meal per head?
RECEPTIONIST: yes
ME: Very sure? 1 set meal for each person?
RECEPTIONIST: yes 1 for each person.
ME: ok send it here quick:)
we almost choked on the food
i was sleeping when it came
and i literally saw three ladies carrying these in
literally thought i was dreaming
so went back to sleep
but my mom woke me up with her exclaimation
CRAZY.

SECOND DAY:
SHOPPING

funny. we actually had our ladies night out
twice in 4nights:)


Great steak:)

and check out the traffic. worse than china.


it was an accomplishment to cross 5 such roads on the second day
matter of getting used to it
standing in the middle of the road
and 'making eye contact' with them
letting them weeze past u
and continue TRYING to cross



good trip
good break
couple more days to another break
and start of my postponed resolution:)

sleep.

and when i realised.
it just din hurt
maybe
it din strike tt deep.
well done.

i love thousand miles
i love her hands
i love the piano

so im going to fine tune my piano keys
and play it all over again
from where i left off
so much to do.

next: sexy-saxophone:)
i love.

over.
for good:)
but dreads
it was torturous
esp having to listen for ur feedback
useless and stupid feedback
so. off i went

i haven't been able to speak my thoughts
help

just back from trng.
it still matters
but not as much now
it's just amazing
how sths can be brushed aside
but i think i do tt best
and yes. hold on
keep holding.
till it's over
i'll look forward to those days.

been bit confused
been thinking hard too
ur qs
everyday i see sth diff from u
and yes i'm getting e trust
but im afraid
i can't reciprocate
in the same way
still
it's close to me.
at least
i learnt
u could stay up there.

no expectations
no disappointments:)

too practical
i need to start thinking w tt pumping thud
'stead of tt rotten mind
thanks anyway:)

last presentation tmr for sem.
hope it'll be good
30slides under 7mins.
help
even bullets dun go so fast.

and i lost it today
as much as i meant it
i know u're reading
but we'll talk it thru after tmr:)
and yes, we've come a long way.

i dun noe either

it's getting around.
you shouldn't hear either
it's ok.

enjoy wkend - tennis. yep.
off to vietnam on national day.
anything anyone wanna get?

flying off during study break
genius:)

suddenly the whole world seems to know.
opps