post interview

done with interview.
was alil nerve wrecking initially when u see the big group
but im glad janice was around
it definitely made things easier

interview topic was about happiness being preordained
so the profs just shot questions for discussions at us
and u just really had to speak
cos everyone's trying so hard to be heard
relatively fine.
whether or not i'll get in is secondary
im just glad i went for it
it definitely was an experience
im still hoping for that other letter

and yes. i agree with the thoughts of an interviewee in our group
happiness is really about being contented
and how much you want it.

busy at work straight after the interview
working on saturay too wasn't interesting at all
im just glad its over
and looking forward to my new job next week:)
though there are so many reasons for me to hesitate
i think it's time i push myself through this.

ive no idea why my google countdown timer
is counting down to graduation

on a last note
i'm very glad i chose 3 yrs and not 2
i've been seeing the difference
pros and cons yes
but definitely more of the former
ive met amazing people
and over the past few weeks
ive learnt alot
things i know would have been neglected if not for them
so. im thankful he led me in this direction
now it's for me to find my own

it's crazy but
when u keep replaying the song
it somehow realises.

urge

sudden urge to blog before gg off for smu interview
it's been bugging me
i've no idea why either
just been feeling irritable
group interview doesnt help either
and definitely not a writing component after that

started work this week
very flexible hours honestly
but ive decided to do sth more relevant
hopefully gives me sm direction after this

end of 6 sems at np
last sem was good
good for all definitely
and we deserve it
i've been gg back to school
gyming and meeting up
finally feel healthy

so after spending one month gg for interviews
and choosing over n again
its time to get sth done

been watching ads these couple of days
interesting. very

been avoiding sm things
sorting sm out
feels like ive been doing this for years

and i enjoyed my 20th this year
thanks so much to everyone
goodbye teen
hello ty

off to get ready
hope it'll be good
hoping for another
but it's still an alternative
i hope

angel in disguise

ages since the last post. thought i would abandon it d
but decided to put some thoughts down.

tmr's my last presentation in np.
unique one definitely.
sth apart from the typical ppts
as im penning the points down for my individual report
i realised
i've learnt alot. intangible.
i rem dreading the process
waking up and going to bed with red camp
planning for business studies diploma display.
developing endless proposals and incorporating countless changes
running the 3 days of red camp
the nivea branding.
and yes. we made business studies the top diploma chosen in np.

with the class
packing and packing
meetings and MORE meetings
production line

with the lecturers
emails and more emails
calls and more calls
changes and more changes

with nivea
negotiation and more negotiation
samples, n more samples
collection of products
emails and yes, still more emails
crazy anticipation for meeting altricia from nivea
complains from daphne

but i've learnt.

with my class
humility
determination
drive
commitment
their support

with lecturers and nivea
working with lecturers/mgmt and external parties
tact
still humility
professionalism
efficiency
yes. better negotiation

i'm thankful.
for the people around
typically
the nostalgia's coming

this sem's projects:
smm (2)
ib (5 and 1 major)
bb ( 2)
lam (2)
bpc (yr's efforts)
hcom(2)
wisp (3)

i've enjoyed
and really learnt
though sometimes the result doesn't quantify the efforts
i've had great proj mates
absolutely

alot more for each of them
but damn difficult to put into words
i really appreciate.

and the team.
passed down
passed on the baby
2 years
all the ups and downs written here
and i told her.
after so long.
after it was long over.
thankful.

final presentation tmr.
afterwhich, back to final exams

and lately, one additional interest. v.
crazily.

ytd night was good:)
spent precious time with them
and hsin drove us around:]
somehow the whole idea
that pple around me are starting to drive
makes it all feel so old
the feeling of..
we've all grown up.















things change
and i guess
the stuff u do tgt over the years change too
it just becomes weird to do sth like u did in pri sch
sec sch.
damn awful feeling
but pple just keep movin on.
dun they.

visited ntu hall last night w them
and surprise visit to peishan
weird but nice:)
the past two days have been borin
gg back to sch for NEXT SEM's proj

wat nonsense

but anyway it's more or less done
for now.
next three days in camp
trngs friendly trng friendly
aye
i wanna play a new game
before everything turns stale.

dinner with girls later
off to complete stuff for proposal

BORING

im really tryin to find a new sport
tennis is good
still finding sth tt gives me the adrenaline
and doesnt require interaction w water
suggestions?

smtimes i read
and i cant help but think
if it's been misunderstandings
i dunno.

good day ytd
but it seemed damn long
and yeah
i thought i was done w it
but i realised
i've no idea when i can speak of it honestly
and the way i want to speak about it in
no hiccups
no stammers.

interesting night
thanks man pple:)
time wont heal all wounds
getting ur answers will.
i guess
i hope they'll be enough
to show tt u made a right decision
ms lovely's a lady of steel
i swear i'll nv be able to do tt
the way u asked for ans
but pls don let the hatred overwhelm
look back and be glad u did it.
keep going lovely.

tennis-ed today
and down to gram's
lovely:)

the job offers been coming in
yeap.
but i've been turning them all down
crap.
why must there be SCH again next week..........

and camp. argh
campcampcampcamp.
argh.

oh but one good news for myself:)
aikido lessons startin soon
yeahyeah
dun tap me from behind in future
i may end up throwing u over
HAHA
i wish.

my white house
w many new friends
jenny
nat
cassy
nancy
lizzie
conked out.