waiting for lecture to start now.. tired again..popo's surgery was supposed to have been done last thurs. but at the last min, the blood bank went short of blood. what nonsense. i thought i wud finally be able to do sth concrete for popo after all the years of selfless care. and was thanking daddy for giving me his B+ blood. but when i went to the blood donation centre i was told i required my parent's signature since im under 18. crap. and sis cudn't donate either cos of too low an iron count.. umph.

very fortunately, popo had her surgery on sat, very successful according to the doc and seeing her talking so much and thinking so much again as usual, i can be sure she's much much better d. it's really a great great great relief:) was with her the night before at Mount E.. and as i looked at her, this sense of.. i dunno.. can't seem to put it in words..but i felt so glad, that she was gonna be fine. gonna be able to move ard without the bugging pain and to do what she had always told me she would do if she made it thru the op..n knowing now that she'll be able to move ard freely again, tt kinda feeling. i cant exactly describe. n she'll be discharged either today or tmr. great!!

had company dinner yest night.. met all the staff. it's scary smtimes to think i'll one day, n v soon, be where my mum is now. doing what she's doing now. given a choice, i'd have never wanted to take over. but i guess things just happen out of ur plans. will only have to work hard to enrich myself to do a good job in future. near future perhaps.

think my dad had and still have great friends. really.

two tests this week, today and tmr. bless me.

n trng has stopped, since IVP ended last week. going back to the doc for physio i guess

and i dreamt bt someone who used to be of high importance to me in the past, maybe 2 yrs back, and whom i thought was out of my thoughts permanently. came as a surprise in my dream. and i realised im still very much concerned bt that person. why.

you left a legacy