was overwhelmed by the sudden surge of emotions again just now..
felt like i could run forever..
it feels like i'm gonna get sucked back into this endless circle..
as much as i wanna let it go
my priorities have changed..

it was one of those rare compliments..
but it really made the difference.
the only things im looking forward to now are the dates marked on my calendar.
the 3days.
but i know i really shouldn't hope
cos dreams don't really come true.

i dislike the feeling of losing.someone.
but i know it's near
10 weeks from now.
will you still be here..?

i try as hard as i can everyday
to convince myself i should just do it
but i fear the consequences
perhaps.

cos of you
it has never been the same again