just back from the doctor.
saw the xray of the toe, finally.
n managed to take a pic of it. sadistic.
6 more weeks at least.
which means its all gone.
for good.
it hurts alot.
ten times more than the fracture itself.

you said you'll put me on if i continue
n i told u the only one and most important difference
is that you won't be ard by then
nvm. you won't understand.

the only gift i unwrapped today
i threw away - crutches are off now.
one week on them has been awfully horrible.
n i simply cannot stand them
hobbling around now, but it feels good
at least ive both feet on the ground now

im happy for you girl:)
really glad we can speak this way
n that you understand.
it's urs to be. im sure:)
have got loads to tell you on thurs.
n i know it's not just me.. hah.

and i woke up this morning with a lovely surprise
definitely cudn't have been a better way to start my day
i felt as thou the message spoke to me
and i hope it's personalized:)
as much as i think it isn't. still. it's nice to hope.
im thankful.

as bad as things may get
you make me believe everyday
that everything happens for a reason
and you give me a reason to hope
that the next encounter will be better:)
thanks.