again

one day. at least for a lil while.. finally got done with the one page report and presentation of business idea for ecd.. seriously i must say it's FINALLY. we had sth like..6 discussions? and how many diff ideas, how many times we thought, ok tt's our idea, let's start working on it. and next min we change it again.. finally. the presentation was quite interesting, i mean, the idea. we presented in the toilet, since the tutor wanted creativity. hah. so yup. tt has to be my first presentation in a toilet. hah. but it was great, cos it cauvght everyone's attention and yes, at least pple asked questions which shows they were listening and watching.

these few days have been really tough. many a times, i could feel sth calling out to me to give up. but i guess, the nightly self talks and constant encouragment from mom kept me going. sis went sydney, so couldn't ask her for help in any way. but glad she'll be back on sunday night. yep:> gonna meet her first then go for dinner at popeye. hah. i rem how my bmgt grp went there for lunch last yr, took soooo long to reach and plus all the waiting time, we almost wasted one whole day. still, it was a very gd time, all the sharing and eating, and the yummy milk chocs at the end to reward ourselves. hah. last time it was a business idea for food, now it's one for toilets. what nonsense. hah..

things didn't exactly go very well for my grp this time while handling the ecd project, but as i said, and still will tell them again, we've to hang in there, and stay together, cos we need each other to work things out, to provide that strong support in critical times.

and aaron, i really hope you know you can do it. give yourself that extra bit of faith and self-belief. you've got us behind yup:>

so its mugging time again. tests starting next sat.. i really wanna ask smtimes, how pple can perceive poly to be a slacker place. every sem is like a marathon for me, all i do is to keep running and running and clearing the obstacles one after another, then finally get 1mth plus of good break.

oh and yeah. am going cambodia for serve trip. the interview's not done yet, but i believe i'll be gg there during the last two wks of our sem break:) with carolyn and mabia. it'll be a test for mabia. hah. but with carolyn and i ard, she'll pass it with flying colours. hah.

will be meeting the in-charge for special interest grps on fri.. hope it goes well:) really wanna set things going asap.

i miss sec sch times, when life was more carefree. when i could sit in class alone, by the window, taking time off to appreciate people and things around me. now, everything's just in a rush rush rush. havent got time for this, for that, for everything else except work. crap. still thinking of gg back crescent during my sem break. to see if i can meet the in-charge of enterprise club. hopefully there can be some collaboration:) plans plans and plans.. when can i start working on them..

But still, life goes on.

lousy week's ending soon. looking forward to another busy week again:) i don't mind the rush definitely, as long as im passionate bt what im doing. for it'll keep me going at least, no matter what.
mom sent me an interesting qs: how come 'abbreviated' is such a long word. hah.

you're my superwoman

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nothing's going the way it ought to be.

what's wrong with everything. seriously.

if everyday i'm asking myself why things are happening this way, does that mean something's really wrong..?

drained.

up up and away

finishing up some work in the sch lib now..before going for training in 45mins time..

went kite flying with the girls last friday, and came back with a a very nice shirt:) the kite anaged to go up at least, very high up in fact. hah. we thought we wouldn't be able to even let it stay in the sky for 10 seconds, but amazingly it went up when we least expected it to. hah.
and hsin and annie made very nice sandwiches and cake. they always make me believe that looks doesn't account for the actual beauty. hah. i really still dun like chocolate, but the chocolate cake was yummy:) guess, it was the efforts and love i felt in the cake. hah. the sandwiches didn't look very presentable, but tasted great:> especially the cheese, even though it melted along the way.. must have taken up their entire morning trying to prepare all these for us. thanks!!
interestingly, we flew the kite in the rain. hah. even with the rain drops coming down on it, the kite still flew so high. and i think tt speaks alot. for a min. at least it reminded me of sth called perseverance. timely reminder:)

grabbed a couple of pic from hsin's blog.. love them so much:)


there u have. sy and i making our wishes before cutting the cake:) every year since then, it has been the same wish throughout.
















thanks so much for the great day girls:>

off to clubhse to get changed.

i wish. for your happiness everyday.

again.

just back from xiamen. it was alright. went to zhangzhou island to see the machine and stuff. it's a really nice place. i was very impressed, really. the management - awesome. i'm seriously considering applying to do my overseas internship there. it really was an eye-opener.. an the italian guys who brought us ard, i give them my full respect. salute. thinking of putting some pics up on my friendster.
and we did a little shopping, but there wasn't much to buy though. tempting still, since the things were really cheap. but then again, no point wasting money on unnecessary stuff. so. conslusion. came back with almost two empty hands. sorry people.. didn't get anything for all of u..there really wasn't much to get.. but we did quite a bit of massaging. not bad:)

one thing i've to mention. xiamen's customer service is first class. thumbs up. i think i really understand why the govt wants us to improve our customer serivce and even have courses in these areas. cos it's really bad, generally, as compared to other countries. i mean if xiamen can have such quality service, i really can't see why our people are so stuck up and just have this nonsense attitude which really turns everyone off. right maybe i was like that. but i think we've to move on? the society has advanced, we gotta change this attitude of ours.. at least i feel i've moved on from then. i hope.
and the worst thing was that the first restaurant i went into when we touched down in spore was the swenson's outlet at the airport. the waiter's attitude was totally stinky. huge turnoff. talking bt it makes things worst. heck..but on a light note. the air stewardess of both flights i took were really nice:) another thumbs up:>

back to sch. sch's horrible. even before i reached sch, i could feel all the tension and stress. what nonsense. stress stress stress. i think we brought this upon ourselves. sorry to everyone involved. very sorry. this issue has really made me sick and tired of sch. it seems as though sch's all bt this issue. walking ard in sch all day with this floaty feeling, the after effect of 2 hrs plus on ferries and boats.. and the additional load. HEADACHE. until now. still trying to work things out..argh...and all the piled on stress from people at home.. gimme a break.

and then there's sth to worry about again tmr. havent got any idea if our proposal will work out.. crap..

good thing friday's vesak day. and i'm meeting hsin annie sy and da. flying kite and having a picnic. cool. really need to refresh my mind. it's like. a mindblock for the past 2weeks. looking forward to meeting them:)

ok tired. deadbeat. time to turn in finally.

i pray. for a goodnite's rest. for once