a simple sentence
i hope you understood
i repeated it to him
and i know he did.

beat it.
we can't tell
and u
absolutely can't.
i agree
Everything
is just reflection
reaction and resound.

interesting chalet coming up
secretive.
learnt
we all learn
the simplicity sparks.

out to sell next week
we'll just try
before we rot
like the melon.

nightmares
of suicide
and vampires
i need
a brainwash i think
spank it clean
another day tmr.
before the last two to come.

sth caught my attention two days back
i saw e selfishness
enough.
the world doesn't revolve around you
so snap out.
and stop blaming
quit pushing
look at ur reflection
it doesn't speak of you anymore
i thought things were good
until that very minute
it snapped
and everything's been downhill since
you make me start wondering
whether what i've been seeing
has simply been a masquerade
so before you point fingers
please
check ur reflection.
and practise what you preach.
quit the nonsense.

i find
i can speak to u no more.

the day wasn't special in any other ways
besides reminding me how i've wasted time and effort
on what should have never been.
the card
simple
yet it's all i really wanted
thanks girl:)

and yeah
no more.
saw u yesterday
after so long.
but nah.
that's just about it.

wishes from the most unexpected people
thanks all:)

first trng yesterday since december.
slacked. but shagged.
still.
i love running:]

it prob. slipped off ur mind
or u never really bothered.
but i understand
really
i do.
that's y i said
that's just about it.

review session for toe again yesterday.
doc gave the all clear sign
even printed the xray for me
now i know why i had to wait for 3 hours to see him
but still
was immuned to the disappointment i guess
so didn't have too high hopes
especially when he told me last month
that it would have to be another 4-5 months out
but now
i can start training all over again
just one month after he dropped me the bomb
now
just a slight part of the bone still off
i wanna run.
and jump.
making plans now to buy my 6 pairs of shoes
first one will be from my sis
second from my cuzs
the rest.. from my pocket which already has quite a hole

and im enjoying work
surprisingly
interesting tasks
challenging ones in fact
and they only ascertain my beliefs
like what our IC said
--it's all a ploy
we're all players.

gonna be a busy sem after the hols.
meanwhile shall just enjoy working
and of cos. TRAINING:]

i guess
im starting to appreciate your appearance more
soothes the imbalances in me.
thanks:)

nonsense miscommunication.
each time i went over i wanted to give u a pat
and cheer u on
but.
smhow.
the opportunity just cudn't come by
as much as i kept finding
silly reasons to go over.

SATURDAY finally

absence doesn't always make it fonder. nonsense.

work has been alright. tiring, seeing yellow and green.
but nice pple around. patience is the best virtue:)
and they really have it.
kinda found sth that makes me wanna go to work
have this tendency to always do such a thing.

and i've a huge resolution
to settle a huge problem.
and it starts from tomorrow:)

realised it seems so foreign now
so. broke the communication.
been almost a month
and i know it doesn't get any longer
but yeah. that's about it
last episode on 7th feb.

new show awaiting
i believe:)