why...

i seriously cannot understand why there'll still be people catching pirates now.. it's into the third week and cinemas are STILL fully packed.. once again, i cudn't catch pirates yesterday cos tix were all sold out. left with the later shows only.. argh.. when can i ever catch it.. and lake house too. wanna catch these two..

on a lighter note, met up with germ julie and atiqah for dinner yesterday:) and as usual, neos again.. hah. man.. we hav never failed to not take them when we go out.. n i seriously need to go for neo taking classes. hah.

had some netball event for the sports n wellness students yesterday morning..quite nice seeing them enjoying themselves, with the exception of the last part where two guys almost fought. guys..
i miss netball, as much as trngs are on every week. i miss a good game of it.

gotta mug for exams d.. two weeks time.. with lesons still on next week.. what nonsense..

hae been having this urge to take up my piano lessons again.. will consider doing just so after i graduate i think..

going for breakfast now.. will be rushing my last project later.. dislike projects. no. hate.

and to butcher: we've had a lot of bickering this week. lame nuts. but it's good at least, since i'm getting to know u slightly better. and things are moving on. sadly things have settled only now. but still, sorry for all the misunderstandings. hope it'll be a much better experience the next time round:) PEACE!

in love with 'someone there for me'.

when the dreams fall away, and the promises forgotten, will there still be someone there for me..

GREAT!

wooh great day today:> just back from gram's place. had training this morning, barely can consider training though, but still, it was good to hear feedback from the yr 1s. so we'll do sth bt it no worries:)

afternoon -- went julie's house for BR2! was late cos of some stuff at home and made them wait for me again.. especially germ who had to wait for 45mins.. so sorry girl.. then went JEC to get lunch.. so hungry, decided to get long john's with germ. hah. my fave fast food rest. with my most beloved CHICKEN:) then off to julie's house to watch BR2. yeah! it was nice initially, but i guess it wasn't as interesting as BR1 cos it was less morbid this time round.. and they had more advanced weapons.. instead of the pots and pans and other weapons that the students had to use in trying to kill each other in BR1. hah.. sadistic pple here.. hah. the storyline was quite meaningful though, but it required some explanation from atiqah and germ to make julie and i realised that it was sth about america. hah..

so we actually planned to have our 'bonding time' as germ suggested. hah. nonsense lah.. ended up walking to videoezy to rent a show. rented Date movie and caught a bus back. hah. lazy pigs.. my goodness until now i still think it was such a wrong idea to rent tt dumb show.. hah.. 1) disgusting.. tell me bt the part where the dad puked out hair.. hah. 2) stupid storyline.. BUT. it was cheap humour lah huh.. hah. have to say it was a great way to spend the rest of the afternoon. hah..

and the last thing we decided to do -- sms to SI. hah. mymy.. another CHEAP humour.. hah.. julielo sent in a dumb message and we ended up waiting for the msg to appear whie watching SI.. and of cos waiting for jon leong to sing too. hah. sexy voice.
so when we finally decided to leave, i suddenly saw the msg on tv.. hah. and because julie l0 was recording it, we rewinded the tape just to c the msg.. hah. now u see why i say it's CHEAP humour..

wanna say again.. GREAT day today! really enjoyed myself just slacking at ju's house.. everytime i meet up with them i always enjoy myself to the fullest:> and that definitely was a terrific way to end off my week of mugging for tests and the sim thing..

oh and we didn't manage to make it to the finals cos of horrid competitors collaborating to ensure that one of their school's team makes it to the finals.. i mean what's the point of it? it definitely doesn't help at all u see. cos no one's gonna sacrifice to let another team win in the finals. so you're just gonna lose lose lose.. have to say it was really a great experience playing this simulated game:> learnt a lot and applied some theory work. will be looking out for more of such competitions in future:)

so generally, it was a week that was not too good from mon-fri, but the wonderful sat balanced it again:> i'm totally looking forward to meeting them again! hah..

it's always easier to look back and smile than look ahead and frown.

thurs morning

so lazy to do anything to my blog but decided that it needs a bit of colours. so just took this from the pre-designed ones. will put up the tagboard again sometime later.. simple acts but i just get so lazy to do them. nonsense.

seems like a great day today:) got up at 7. it's seriously amazing since i've been getting up at ard 5am for the past 11 years. hah. nice start, hope it'll be a nice day ahead:>

nothing much these couple of days, had my cma test on tues. awful, but heck it's over and done. ecd test tmr. then probably meeting them for battle royale on sat:) yes yes. training first on sat though. didn't go for trainings last week cos of the sim thing.

iv'e no idea why but i really feel a sense of accomplishment when i borrow reading materials from the sch lib. hah. borrowed two books yesterday for reference, gonna get the other two today:) just the thought of it makes me tick. hah..

ok so gonna do umpiring later for the mixed street netball competition that we organised. hopefully the same awful scenario won't happen again. it's always a waste to be disqualified or lose out in a moment of folly.

ok off to gram's place. her appetite is getting better, signs of slight improvement:> can't exactly describe how cute she can be sometimes. when i got back from sch yesterday, she was choosing her clothes to wear for the visit to the doc's today. hah.. after complaining so much.. making such a big matter out of seeing the doc, she actually still bothered to spend 20mins choosing her set of clothes for the session. hah.. and better still, ended up choosing two and saying that she'll make her choice today. i believe she's deciding on the one she'll wear right now. hah.. old people can just be so adorable. hah..

oh and i think i'm starting to understand that person better. at least i feel we now can talk. and that's, good.

off to another day with my papers and books:)

i saw your tears behind that mask

catching up

caught up a lil with tiff yesterday. havent seen her in ages. hah. always nice to hear from people i havent seen in a really long while. hope she does well in her new sch:) and of cos, new course:>

managed to make it into the semis of the sim mgmt competition which i totally still can't figure how we actually did it. hah. but yup, another 4 rounds of it next week, hopefully we make it to the finals! that would really be great:> hah.. only 6 places out of 36 teams.. uphill task from here it seems.. but a trip to macau with those guys sounds good. hah..

the day didn't start well at all. actually it didn't start well for every single day of this week. for some unknown reasons im always finding myself late and i hate being late for sch.. and when i have to hurry like mad, i'll start blaming my mom for everything.. i simply deserve to die.. and for one day when i dun have to rush, she still doesn't have a gd morning cos of stupid rantings from my irritating aunt. argh.

going for movie later with the guys:) can't wait to watch keira knightley again.

hitting the books again, gonna tear me apart soon.

updates

had a surprise celebration for carolyn last sat:) this has to be the first time a surprise celebration really worked, for me lah. hah.. that silly girl was actually so shocked.. but a stupid dinner meant i had to leave almost straight after the surprise.. took a train, ran home got changed and out again. still dun really like such dinners, but there'll be more to come in future, so what else but to learn to be more at ease the next time. then ended the dinner at ard 10.30 rushed back home again and discussed the sim mgmt competition thing with tiff ky and caleb till 3 odd the next morning.. was deadbeat when it ended.. and to think it was ONLY a TRIAL round. still, i think this simulation game is quite interesting, at least we actually really get to put the theories into use:) and monday, worked on it again. from 4 to 9..only to make a loss. but it is right though to be making losses, since all companies start with losses. so tuesday, again, this time from 3 to 8. tired. losses again, smaller though this time. hah. and i just submitted the decisions for the third period, hopefully we get to see some profits. but i honestly think we'll make it to the next round, which means edging closer towards the grand prize to represent singapore in macau! yep:> never thought so far.. hah. but just checked some things out, and realised there's this bit of possibility to get thru this round. hah.

and italy won. ok they deserved it, worked hard for it, but i still cant get over the zidane incident, just like our newspapers. he ought to say sth, maybe account for what he did. still, i support him totally.
and my dear becks decided to call it a day..ok.. gotta admit he din exactly perform as he should have, but he tried. and that's very good d. and good news is that the real president has confirmed the signing on of becks. yep:>
world cup's over. doesn't feel good anymore. like sth's missing whenever i wake up every morning.

oh yes. met up with julie germ and my dear partner two saturdays back! took pics again, and it's neoprints i mean. hah. i totally understand how people can laugh upside down over neoprints. especially during the designing of them. hah.. love them loads:)
and then i went to catch superman with my cousins. not too bad. but my attention was on superman. hah. i think every one of us has a superhero deep within us:) in the very least, i've got one:>

and i met jasmine twice in a month, which is sth really surprising since it doesn't normally happen twice. i've always said that it's nice meeting people u haven't seen for ages, but i think. hie-bye is dreadful. what to do. brief encounters.

and i think we've got nice people, at least for me, in YEN. at least for those i know from YEN to date. working on an event now, meeting up with the speaker for discussion the following sat.
it feels like there are so many things piling up. especially the I&E event. crap. but then again, i like what im doing, besides the I&E one. everything else is great. even studying. and i realised i'm starting to enjoy meeting new people, cos there's always sth to learn from each new person i talk to:)

tests again next week, when we just got back the results of the first tests. crap. and my hrm tutorial is due tmr. can't seem to delay anymore. im off.

the going gets tough. but the tough get going.