new yr

new boring year. what a way to start my new yr, by losing my mom's phone. crap. felt like nuts the whole night. i mean take the card, leave the phone. there's so much in it that u really make me curse. and this has to be the first time im really cursing someone. argh.

new yr's been boring, two days passed doing nth much in fact. got out with my cuz after so long, and caught i not stupid too. which is really quite funny. wanted to catch in her shoes with sis, but as usual she watched it w/o me. sigh.

busy-ing with school work.. it's crazy how i've to bring books around with me during new yr.

may this be a better year than the last. for me u and everyone.

new yr , old dreams

waiting for lecture to start now.. tired again..popo's surgery was supposed to have been done last thurs. but at the last min, the blood bank went short of blood. what nonsense. i thought i wud finally be able to do sth concrete for popo after all the years of selfless care. and was thanking daddy for giving me his B+ blood. but when i went to the blood donation centre i was told i required my parent's signature since im under 18. crap. and sis cudn't donate either cos of too low an iron count.. umph.

very fortunately, popo had her surgery on sat, very successful according to the doc and seeing her talking so much and thinking so much again as usual, i can be sure she's much much better d. it's really a great great great relief:) was with her the night before at Mount E.. and as i looked at her, this sense of.. i dunno.. can't seem to put it in words..but i felt so glad, that she was gonna be fine. gonna be able to move ard without the bugging pain and to do what she had always told me she would do if she made it thru the op..n knowing now that she'll be able to move ard freely again, tt kinda feeling. i cant exactly describe. n she'll be discharged either today or tmr. great!!

had company dinner yest night.. met all the staff. it's scary smtimes to think i'll one day, n v soon, be where my mum is now. doing what she's doing now. given a choice, i'd have never wanted to take over. but i guess things just happen out of ur plans. will only have to work hard to enrich myself to do a good job in future. near future perhaps.

think my dad had and still have great friends. really.

two tests this week, today and tmr. bless me.

n trng has stopped, since IVP ended last week. going back to the doc for physio i guess

and i dreamt bt someone who used to be of high importance to me in the past, maybe 2 yrs back, and whom i thought was out of my thoughts permanently. came as a surprise in my dream. and i realised im still very much concerned bt that person. why.

you left a legacy

CIP PBL 2

PBL 2

PBL 2 commenced last week and my group started our discussion on Monday. We discussed a few possible causes of each problem stated in the list given and noted down all suggestions and possibilities. We also completed the discussion notes form and submitted it on the same day.

This time round, i've decided that we will, and should definitely not do any last minute work. With that in mind, we came up with our schedule for group meetings and deadlines for research.

The proposal is due for submission in 2 weeks time and i'm confident we will be able to produce much better work than the previous PBL. More importantly, im very glad to say i've got a really cooperative team:)

PBL 2 --> we'll make it good.

break pls

nothing's been going right still. STILL. been in the dumps these few days. everything's so wrong. so so wrong.
think i need to go see a shrink soon.

so much work. all the projects flooding in like no one's business again. same old stuff. but i feel so stuffed up........

argh i really need a break. never expected such a thing to happen.. not at all.

at least i thought i could be normal.

crap.

CIP macromedia entry

CIP entry

Macromedia assignment

Looking up for tutorials on how to operate flash and drmweaver was interesting. At least, when i finally saw something presentable on my screen. it's an individual project this time, but i've to give credit to my cousins ming and daryl for guiding me along the way. And they really gave good advice because they have got much wider knowledge on such stuff comparably. I included many pictures, ranging from my secondary school days to recently taken np photos, family pics and of course without a doubt, pics of beckham :) What's new?

I found it much harder to use Flash as compared to Dreamweaver, and i suppose i wasn't the only one who felt this way. Basically, the final result was pretty different from the projection of this whole assignment that i had in mind. The notes provided for the lectures were helpful, but not sufficient, i thought. So with guidance from my cousins and the tutorials which i downloaded from the Net, i managed to come up with something presentable :) Overall, i have to say it was indeed an enriching session of macromedia work. With the information i've gathered, my confidence in creating even better webpages is definitely greatly enhanced.

I really hope this assignment will receive higher grades than i expect, as it was, in a way, very much a rush after the funeral and all. On top of that, the microecons and CIP test were another two papers that i had to rush to study over 5 days.. so basically, i churned out the entire macromedia assignment over 4 schooling days.. Then again, there will always be future chances, so i guess i'll try harder the next time round.

gone with him

he left with him. very peacefully. but again, i missed the chance to see him off. the way i failed to do so too a few years back.
my popo's very strong. she really is. anyone who reads this, pls pray for a smooth and successful operation for her in 2 mths to come.pls. and i'll thank you very much..
smtimes u really wonder if there r miracles. i mean. im not a christian. but the many things which took place before my gonggong left smhow instilled many question marks in my head.

- my mom hearing the 'silent night' song both at my house and at my gram's place.
- my aunties hearing a loud sound which they said sounded like something opening from the ceiling above (my gongong was on the highest storey..so what's that supposed to mean..)
- my aunt saying she heard from the pastor that he had a vision of my grandfather being brought away by Jesus..
so with all these n more, i've chosen to believe that my gonggong really will be, and is, very happy where he is now.

have been very tired..rushed my studying for micro test straight after everything was over.. finished on wed, and thurs was e test. hopefully it'll turn out fine..

three games next week.. will have to psycho myself with confidence over the week.

have no worries, for we'll succeed this from you. definitely will.