feeling really chocked up these couple of days ever since tues.. there seems to be so much to do in so lil time.. argh really sick of all these stuff.
went to the doc yesterday. apparently the doc said he cant explain why im feeling tt tightness in my chest. so he made me do an ECG test.. nth again, looks normal according to him. so he stated two possibilities: either asthma, or im overly anxious and worried. n in fact, i think it's the latter. anxious bt what? i cant exactly figure out either.. tests? perhaps. but i dun think tt's exactly the reason.. i mean, i dun bring academic matters to trngs (besides the rests in between occasionally), why the horrid tightness after trng tt day? so doc said its very very rare for someone my age to hav heart problems, and since he cant tell wat's wrong, he's gonna refer me to heart specialist to do some..treadmill test? run on the treadmill and take my pulse and stuff,as he said again. but guess what.the appointment is like.. two mths later? 24 feb? rang a bell when i heard 24th feb -- fiona's birthday:) they could really try to be more efficient u see. nonsense really.
but anyway, had trng after that. very slack though. the weather for one thing, kept us indoors to do steps--tops my 'dislike' list. the run was good though:) yeah then had a very interesting conversation with my snr, choy bee. she's really quite funny:> still rem the time i was on the sidelines with her midway thru a game, she really cracked me up big time.hah. n i happily made a mess of the stats-taking. hah. didnt even warm down after the second quarter cos of all the laughing. n went back in at the 4th so 'heated up'. hah. honestly feel it'll be a real pity when the yr 3s graduate.. i think we'll miss them alot. but life goes on:)
christmas eve tmr.. it used to be a day i looked forward to so much. so much. now. no longer i guess. will be getting a cake, a small one. sis n i bought a card on monday. we'll have a quiet night together tmr. 4 of us.
and we'll be together again. the way we've always been.
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