nv done this before. and it's really wearing me out.
productive yes. but overload smhow
i need to consolidate them.
to find more space.
still, he really is someone i thank you for:)

the 4 mins were enough
provided the push
and the energy i needed
but i shouldn't have handled it tt way
..........

v glad it's a once a week thing at least
keeps me going for the remaining days
and anticipating the immediate following days
next week.
once more

it reminded me of then
those 4 days
when everything changed
it's a question
with a never to be reached answer
we'll nv know
how
why
when
where
just that note by the gate
after hours of unreturned calls
and 4 days
afterwhich
it all changed
like a nightmare
the empty seat
is still unoccupied
and untouched
for you.

it's the impossibilities
i keep holding on to
the 'stop' tab has remained inactive
so it's the same notion replaying
over and over again

i wish for my motivation too
like the 4 simple minutes again.