i guess.
it'll come to an end soon
this time for real
real soon
im coming to terms
with all these feelings

it's not that hard to decipher
definitely isn't
only a matter of whether u bth to
but i know u won't
so i'm not hoping
cos i've had enuf disappointments

last game tmr.
we keep saying we'll make it good
tmr. we really must.
as best as we can
i hope to see smiles
joy.
cos tt's what we've been fighting for
that very chance
on court
to give it our all.

went jogging yest
feels great sweating it out
prob. let out more than just the perspiration
but the whole load of stuff as well
explains the happier mood today i guess:)

i need to start getting work done
so much to do
but i've barely started
been pushing
time to start
when everyone's ending.

she used to give me round polo mints
and i used to play with her chin
used to.
perhaps they've reunited
somewhere out there.

cos i believe
we'll meet again someday